Most Cleveland Browns fans found themselves surprisingly emotional after their team finally won a game.
CLEVELAND, Ohio -- "I'm just so happy they finally won."
That's what I kept hearing for a few days after the Cleveland Browns beat the San Diego Chargers, 20-17, on Christmas Eve.
I confess to being surprised by my own reaction. I enjoyed writing about the victory far more than I ever imagined.
I wondered what fans were feeling about the game, and I asked for some reactions on my social media accounts.
THEY STILL CARE
Deb Hogan (Louisville, Ohio) wrote: "I tried to walk away. I told myself I didn't care. We had Christmas Eve party plans and needed to get ready.
"But my husband, my 19-year-old twins and myself sat GLUED to the game until the end. We could not NOT watch. And we cheered like crazy.
"My daughter later tweeted out about how she and her family screamed as loud for this win as we did for the Cavs Championship! Why? Because we are Browns fans for life."
Deb, the Browns should send fans like you and your family personal thank you notes each season.
IN THE BLOOD
Lee Patouhas (Willowick) wrote: "I watched the entire game like I watched or listened to every other game this year. The Browns are in the blood, man. I remember not having a team, so I watch them no matter what.
"When they won the game, I jumped around like we'd won a playoff game or something. Sad, I know. But I couldn't stand being only the second team in NFL history not to win a game."
Many fans had a reaction like Lee ... they didn't want their team to match the 2008 Detroit Lions, who were 0-16. Lee mentioned his order of teams in terms of interest: Browns, Tribe, Cavs.
He then talked about the upcoming draft, having salary cap money for free agents, etc. I received that reaction from other fans, winning a single game made it so much easier to think about 2017.
DON'T BE FOOLED
Jim Verde wrote: "This team is so void of talent ... Cam Erving is a bust ... Is Justin Gilbert still on the roster? Sorry, I can't restrain myself."
Verde knows Gilbert is gone. He's played only 12 snaps for the Steelers this season.
Bruce Cuthbertson (Columbus) wrote: "I was obviously glad they won a game, but I didn't run into the street celebrating. In the overall scheme of things, nothing changed. The team is still full of holes. Will the talent on hand improve? Will the draft be a good one? I stopped thinking about the win by Sunday night."
PACKER FANS JOIN IN
John & Lara Antolik (Chesterfield, Mo.) were visiting their in-laws in Appleton, Wisconsin. They phoned a bar called Holidays to see if they could watch the Browns game there.
The manager said, "Sure."
When they arrived, all the TVs featured the Packers, except one in the corner with the Browns game on. John and Lara were yelling in the fourth quarter.
"The whole bar looked at us when we cheered loudly after Jamie Meder (blocked a field goal)," they wrote. "With the Packers game over, other fans cheered with us on San Diego's final drive, begging for a sack."
When San Diego missed the final field goal, "We all cheered and gave High-5s," they wrote. "Those fans were excited for us."
AT THE GAME
Andy Fife wrote: "On Christmas Eve, I decided to take all my kids to the game -- ages 4-12. I've never been able to get them interested in the Browns because they always lose. Since tickets were so cheap, I figured, 'What the heck, even if they don't like it we won't spend a lot of money.' Seeing my kids bark was a great feeling!"
Alex Suciu wrote that the win over San Diego was the first time he ever attended a Browns game: "The feeling was like no other. Everyone was jumping, screaming, hugging. It was a fantastic atmosphere."
Jeffrey Rickbrodt wrote how his youngest son bought four tickets to the game for $8 each. Jeffrey went with his two sons and mother-in-law. They sat in the end zone with several Chargers fans.
"When Jamie Meder blocked that kick, the stadium went crazy," he wrote. "On the last drive, I thought, 'Well, at least the game was entertaining.'"
I had the same thoughts as Jeffrey. The Chargers were going to kick the field goal to tie the game and then win in overtime. But they missed the kick.
"That was the loudest I ever heard FirstEnergy Stadium," he wrote. "This year has been an embarrassment but I got to experience one of the few highlights of the season."
CAN'T EXPLAIN THE EMOTIONS
Aaron Dinger wrote: "I cried, but I'm emotional. It was such as relief ... 0-16 is such a joke, even the Browns couldn't accomplish it.
Sal Vatore wrote: "I felt choked up. I don't know why. Makes no sense."
Ted Rouge wrote: "It's been a long time since I was that excited at the end of a Browns game. I was pacing and screaming at the TV during the last few minutes."
Steve Gerlich (Fishers, Indiana) wrote: "I watched the entire game thinking I didn't care one way or the other. When (San Diego's) field goal went wide right, I was jumping up and down like the Browns had just won a playoff game."
Robin Stanley Reese wrote: "I got very choked up watching Joe Thomas cry in celebration with Coach (Hue Jackson)."
John Peter (Grove City, Ohio) wrote: "My 17-year-old son and I listened to the final minute in the car in a Kroger parking lot. When the field goal was missed we both jumped out of the car and Bear-hugged each other, yelling and jumping. Got quite a few strange looks."
Jerry Abbadini (Independence, Ohio) wrote: "I missed the second half due to early Christmas Eve mass. But at the end of mass, Father had one final announcement: 'THEY WON!' The church erupted in spontaneous cheering."
WHAT ABOUT THE DRAFT?
Heading into the final week of the season, the Browns are 1-14. San Francisco is 2-13. The team with the worst record receives the No. 1 draft pick. If the Browns and 49ers have the same record, it goes to the 49ers ... a complicated formula.
Cal Carlisle (Shaker Heights) wrote: "For the first time in years, I found myself rooting against my team. I felt the impact of having the first pick was greater than not going 0-16. I was not happy when the (final field goal attempt) went wide, but happy for Coach Jackson. I believe he's the best coach we've had since Butch Davis ... Now, I'm faced with rooting for ... gulp ... the Steelers. It might be easier to cheer on the 49ers."
Greg Abbate wrote: "I'm glad they won't be 0-16, but they need to lose the next game to get the #1 pick ... Picking right or wrong will speak volumes about the current regime..."
SPORTS AT ITS BEST
Chad Price (Columbus) wrote a long email about having season tickets and not being able to convince anyone to go to the game with him. But he found some friends, "not the ones who want us to go 0-16 and have a silly parade. Most just wanted a win ... like me!"
After the game, Price talked about "floating" across the West 3rd Street bridge, chanting "Here We Go Brownies" with strangers. He had tears in his eyes.
Jim Breck (Medina) wrote: "My mother was hospitalized at Akron City Hospital Christmas Eve during the Browns-Chargers game. I was trying to be attentive to her needs in her room during the game. It was difficult thinking the Browns were going to blow it once more.
"But when the Chargers missed their field goal attempt the hospital floor erupted with cheers. I left the room and standing there in his hospital gown was a middle aged man with his IV stand with one arm in the air saying "man I love my Browns."