Josh Gordon was activated off the non-football injury list with his quad injury Monday, and returned to the practice field for the first time since Dec. 26, 2014.
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BEREA, Ohio -- Josh Gordon has an extra spring in his step and an extra-wide grin on his face these days.
The receiver was activated off the non-football injury list Monday where he's been since the start of camp with a quad injury, and practiced with the team for the first time since the last week of 2014. It was one small step for Gordon, but potentially one big leap for the Browns.
"It's big,'' Gordon said about his first practice field appearance since Dec. 26, 2014. "Every day I'm back, it means a lot to me, and I'm glad to be out there with my brothers putting my helmet back on and getting back in the swing of things."
Despite 20 months away, Gordon is confident he's still the Pro Bowl player who took the league by storm in 2013 with a league-high 1,646 yards and nine touchdowns. He won't be able to prove it until week five against the Patriots, but he has no doubts.
In fact, he believes he can be even better.
"I'm definitely the same guy,'' he said. "I'm confident in my abilities. I know what I can do. Just given the opportunity and the right timing, right position and the relying on the rest of the team as much as they rely on me, it's a great boost of motivation and anything is possible for anybody. But I definitely am aware of what I can do and I think I can build upon that and do even better."
Gordon, who was conditionally reinstated on July 25 but suspended for the first four games of the season for his most recent violation of the NFL's substance abuse program, will be eased into practice gradually and Jackson said he probably won't play Thursday night against the Falcons at FirstEnergy Stadium.
On Monday, he participated in individuals drills and was held out of team periods, but coach Hue Jackson approached him afterwards, shook his hand and welcomed him back to the field.
"It was great,'' said Jackson. "It was good to watch him move around, catch the ball and be involved with his teammates. He's done a great job, and we're just working our plan.''
After practice, the last one open to the public, Gordon stuck around longer than any other player signing autographs and posing for photos with fans. In fact, he looks happier than at any point since the Browns drafted him in 2012. In Green Bay Friday night, Gordon joked around with his teammates before the preseason opener and spent some time talking to owner Jimmy Haslam, who's been one of this biggest supporters.
"Yeah, it's something I haven't really felt in a long time and once you get that type of feeling, that type of vibe and environment, being around happy people, it kind of just rubs off on you and I missed it,'' he said. "Being back here, I love it and I try to take full advantage of it and I'm glad to be back and that's probably what you saw out there.''
Even the little things, like donning a helmet for the walk-through on Sunday, mean a lot to Gordon these days. Being out of football for an entire year -- and being suspended for 27 of his last 32 games -- tends to have that effect.
"Definitely, definitely, especially even in the preseason,'' he said. "A lot of guys don't take that seriously, but every opportunity you to get out there to show what you can do, hurt or not, it means a lot and guys should take it seriously, and I definitely do take it seriously and I'd like to have fun while I'm here."
Gordon, who played five games in 2014 after returning from a 10-game ban, is particularly pumped to be reunited with Robert Griffin III, with whom he produced 714 receiving yards and seven TDs in 2010 at Baylor.
"Coach (Art) Briles really just let us have fun,'' he said. "He helped accentuate Robert's gifts and his talent and that was the deep ball and that's what he really perfected. He helped me with my game, and I know how to run a deep route and we really just have fun out there because that's just something we know how to do.
"Coming here they're letting Robert come into his own the same way and it's good for him. He feels no restrictions I believe and they're working with him and he's doing a great job and I can't wait to be a part of it.''
Likewise, Gordon has felt the love from fellow former Baylor Bear Corey Coleman along with Terrelle Pryor, Joe Haden and others.
"It's great, honestly,'' he said. "The year I was suspended I got to train with TP, last year, his first year at receiver, in North Carolina we were working out,'' said Griffin. "So we built that bond a long time ago. A lot of people didn't know that we grew very close. Robert, we go back a long time and I think that'll be one of my best friends for the rest of my life. I can't say enough about that guy. Since we both came into the league together, he's treated me like you would treat anybody, just as good.
"And Corey is a young guy, I watched him growing up going back to Baylor, looking at some guys, just being helpful where I can be helpful towards him. But I really think even more so outside of the Baylor guys and the guys that I know just personally, everybody's really like family here. It's a different atmosphere than what I was used to here and what it felt like. Guys are really close for some reason and it's great and I think we could definitely benefit from that."
Gordon acknowledged he wasn't really sure if he'd worn out his welcome with his former teammates, who came to count on him every year only for him to be suspended again.
"It feels great - they welcomed me back,'' he said. "It feels like home and we're not looking back. Negative energy is just not what we're trying to put out there. They're not looking at my past and I'm not trying to look back toward that and we're just ready to move forward and I'm grateful to them.''
Likewise, he wasn't sure he'd ever set foot on a Browns practice field again. For the longest time, it seemed like the Browns have moved on.
"I was hoping for the best and I was blessed to get an opportunity to come back out here and I'm grateful for it,'' he said.
Terrelle Pryor realizing his dream of playing with Josh Gordon
Not only did he return with renewed vigor, he came Back to the Future -- to a more positive environment and a refurbished facility, complete with an aquatics center and a cryotherapy machine.
"This opportunity we have here is like nothing I've felt before or seen before,'' he said. "I really want to be a part of it. You feel more enthusiastic about coming to work when guys are ready to commit themselves to win. It rubs off on everybody that's just what the culture needs to be here and I really bought into it and I think the rest of the guys have.''
His commitment hasn't been lost on Griffin, who's known him longer than anyone here.
"It's a beautiful game you get to come out and play and he wants to play,'' said Griffin. "He's excited to be back and he's had the injury and that's slowed him down a little bit, but he's constantly getting in extra work, whether it's boxing, running, catching the ball. I know he'll be ready when he steps out there. He knows what he has to do to get ready to play ball."
Gordon won't be permitted by league rule to practice with the team once the season starts, so he has to make the most of these next three weeks. He's already begun to shed of the weight he gained while out with the quad.
"Being back out there will definitely help that,'' he said. "You sweat a lot, get everything out and it'll help increase the metabolism."
Andrew Hawkins, for one, is thrilled to have Gordon back and has seen the change in the former All-Pro.
"Incredible (how he's fitting in),'' said Hawkins. "Josh does everything asked of him and then he goes above and beyond. He's in his playbook. He's there early for treatment. He's locked in and I can't speak enough about how well he's been so far. I'm excited for him to continue on that track and get on the field and be the Josh Gordon that we're all looking for."
Does he agree with Gordon that he can be better than ever?
"I'll be tuned in just like you guys will,'' said Hawkins. "Josh is an incredible talent. He has incredible ability. I don't know if I'd be able to sit out two years and come back at a high level. I'm not going to count that out of Josh because I don't think I'm the freakish athlete Josh is. We're excited to see like everybody else."
Come Oct. 9 against the Patriots, if all goes as planned, he'll begin to get his answer.