The Browns kicker wants fans to know that he appreciates how you have made him feel.
Mark Duncan, Associated Press"There is a real bond between the fans, the city and this team," Browns kicker Phil Dawson says of playing in Cleveland. "The people here have made my family and me feel so welcome." BEREA, Ohio -- Phil Dawson gets it.
The Browns kicker wants fans to know that he appreciates how you have made him feel.
"When I first came here [in 1999], some of the older Browns told me about how this is a special place to play," said Dawson. "It took a while, but I feel it. Every time I come through that tunnel on Sunday and hear the Cleveland fans..."
Dawson stopped, wanting to make his words as precise as his steps before attempting a 50-yard field goal.
"There is a real bond between the fans, the city and this team," he said. "The people here have made my family and me feel so welcome."
Dawson is 37. He's been the kicker ever since the Browns returned in 1999. Probably no one but Dawson remembers that he wasn't drafted when he came out of Texas in 1997.
Or that in 1998, he was cut by Oakland and New England. Or that in 1999, he was one of three kickers who came to Browns camp, with no guarantee of making the team.
They cut the other two kickers. But just as he thought the job was his, Chris Boniol, a five-year NFL veteran, arrived in the final week of training camp. He survived that challenge, too.
When coach Chris Palmer said he had made team, it was with these words: "We'll start with you." That was it. The implication was clear -- no promises.
"Those words have always stayed with me," said Dawson. "I'm one kick away from losing a job. Down deep, every kicker knows that."
A fan favorite
Thomas Smith: "Ever since 1999, when the Browns came back, there has never been a more memorable or dependable player than Phil Dawson! When he goes on the field, it's money in the bank. ... They should put his name on the Ring of Honor now!"
Cal Carlisle: "Phil Dawson is the best kicker the average NFL fan has never heard of. The fact that he has gotten better with age is truly remarkable."
Andrew Clayman: "He is the calm weather in the eye of a ceaseless storm. A safety net. A fearless foot. A gridiron diplomat. Sometimes wearer of a first-class mustache. Team dad."
Who would forget this memorable game-tying kick in 2007 vs. the Ravens?
Dawson is 12th in field-goal accuracy in NFL history, making 83 percent. If he played on better teams, he'd be a Pro Bowler. Only coaches, teammates and Browns fans truly know his value. He has won 15 games with kicks in the fourth quarter or overtime. Two have been from more than 50 yards, including a stunning 56-yarder at frigid Buffalo in 2008.
While the stats show he was 24-of-29 in field goals last season, three were either blocked or ruined by bad snaps. Dawson still claims a fourth was good, that the officials missed the call. Since Dawson rarely complains, he may have a point. Or in this case, three points. He was 7-of-8 on field goals from more than 50 yards.
This from a man who is on his fifth head coach and sixth special teams coach.
"I have embraced this place," he said. "I know that there has been some insecurity with all the [coaching] changes and because I've been going year-to-year [with his contract]. My children [two boys and a girl] have pretty much grown up here."
Dawson sold his West side house in 2010 and moved back to Texas, assuming the Browns would not bring him back as his attempts to secure a long-term contract failed. But the team has instead kept control of him the last two seasons as a franchise player, a one-year deal that pays him $3.8 million this year.
A sense of humility
Joshua Gunter, The Plain Dealer"I have embraced this place," says Dawson (with his daughter, Sophiann, during 2012 training camp). "I know that there has been some insecurity with all the [coaching] changes and because I've been going year-to-year [with his contract]. My children [two boys and a girl] have pretty much grown up here." Jeff Howard: "I went to church with Phil in Frisco, Texas from 2001-04. The Browns were never on TV here, so I didn't know what he looked like. I asked him what he did for a living. He told me he worked for the NFL. ... He was almost embarrassed, and not because the Browns were so bad. It was because he didn't want to be put on a pedestal. That's how down to earth he is."
Robbie McGowan: "I met him at a Gladiator game. He was talking to everybody. Signing autographs for kids (And some adults). A true gentleman. When I see Mr. Dawson come out to kick; that is my time to get a refill on my drink. Because I know he is money all the time. Great guy. Pay the Man!"
Tom Ford: "I heard Phil speak at Providence Church in Avon a couple of years ago. Very humble and mild-mannered. You could clearly tell it wasn't all about Phil. You could also tell the other Browns on the stage with him looked up to him in the way they interacted with him."
More than once in a 20-minute conversation, Dawson said, "This is a very humbling job." That's because a kicker is mostly noticed when he misses.
The kicker knows some teammates will never view him as a football player. He doesn't take part in blocking or tackling drills. He usually practices by himself, or with his long snapper and holder. He doesn't pay the physical price in terms of broken bones, bruises and blood spilled on the field. But the emotional burden is heavy, the pressure to be perfect unrelenting during the season.
Most football players, coaches and fans have little idea what it takes to do his job -- and the job does seem relatively simple.
So much happens prior to kickoff. Dawson spends a week watching the weather. On game day, will it be windy? Will it rain or sleet or snow? Where is the weather coming from? Before the game, he tries to find his range so that he can tell his coach how far he can connect on a field goal.
"If I don't do that before the game, in the heat of the moment if the coach asks -- I'll try it from anywhere, and could end up hurting the team," he said. "I have to be brutally honest so that we can plan."
It's a matter of trust. The coach has to trust his kicker. The kicker has to trust the snapper to get the ball to the holder. The holder has to catch and quickly angle the ball just right for the kicker. They all have to trust the blockers.
"It's kicking the ball through the yellow posts," Dawson said. "It's what I love and what I hate. It's my chance to help the team, and the last thing I want to do is let the team down."
Heading into his 14th season here, you can be sure no one has ever said that of Phil Dawson.
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