"You can win a million games in a row and you lose two in a row and you're back to square one," Urban Meyer said.
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ANN ARBOR, Mich.-- Consider the alternative.
Reverse the score of Ohio State's 42-13 win over Michigan on Saturday, in a game that was the No. 8 team in the nation vs. the No. 10 team in the nation, a game that flip-flopped betting favorites during the week, and imagine how the world would view Ohio State football right now.
Then go inside the Ohio State locker room after last week's 17-14 loss to Michigan State and ask if that was possible. Ask if the Buckeyes could have arrived in Michigan Stadium like they didn't want to be there.
"If you would have had a chance to be in the locker room last Saturday, you would have felt how fragile the team was," senior linebacker and captain Joshua Perry said after the win in Ann Arbor. "Just in terms of how somber it was, some of the attitudes - a team that's not used to really losing. So guys are just trying to figure it out."
It had to get figured.
Losing for the second straight week, following one defeat to their new rival with one to their true rival, would have opened the door to questions the Buckeyes (11-1, 7-1 Big Ten) would never have wanted asked about the Ohio State program.
Make it 42-13 Michigan, or really any victory by the Wolverines, and picture these headlines:
* Is Jim Harbaugh ready to dominate Urban Meyer in the rivalry?
* Did Ohio State's players bail on the season?
* What does this two-game losing streak tell us about the Buckeyes future?
Meyer must have imagined them before, because after the game he didn't want to imagine them again.
"I don't want to go where you're headed, what if we didn't do that, because it would be dire straits right now," Meyer said. "You can win a million games in a row and you lose two in a row and you're back to square one."
Square one may have landed the defending National Champions third in the pecking order in the Big Ten East behind the Spartans and Wolverines. Square one would have meant irrelevance in bowl season while the Spartans or Iowa Hawkeyes competed for a national title.
No. 8 in the College Football Playoff Rankings, the Buckeyes will stay home next week and watch while Michigan State and Iowa meet for the Big Ten Championship in Indianapolis. That will hurt them to watch. The Buckeyes cost themselves that chance last week, and they'll live with that while others ponder their chances of making the four-team playoff despite not winning a conference championship.
Not impossible. But not likely.
That's something the Buckeyes couldn't control on Saturday. So they controlled the things in their grasp, like the line of scrimmage,
"Our offensive and defensive lines controlled the game," Meyer said.
They'll have the what-ifs. If Michigan doesn't botch a punt against the Spartans to lose that game in October, tiebreakers would be sending the Buckeyes to Indy with playoff hopes in place. If the Buckeyes had found their offense against the Spartans last week, they'd be on that path as well.
"Offensively, this was definitely our most dominant win, our most dominant performance," senior left tackle Taylor Decker. "Even though we didn't really throw the ball a lot, we just kind of asserted our will on them."
Why did it take this long, in week 12, for it to happen?
"If I knew," Decker said, pausing, "it would have been fixed earlier."
The past was gone. It's the future that was on the line Saturday.
Meyer moved to 49-4 at Ohio State and 4-0 against Michigan as a Buckeye (his bowl loss at Florida to the Wolverines will forever require that caveat) and the difference from 48-5 and 3-1 was bigger than the holes Ezekiel Elliott found.
One win was everything, reinforcing what Ohio State is and Michigan yet isn't. This was Meyer-Harbaugh I, but it felt like Tressel/Meyer-Carr/Rodriguez/Hoke X, an Ohio State domination that sent O-H-I-O chants ringing around the stadium in the closing moments and Buckeye songs of victory echoing in the concourse when it was over.
"Against a team that's an excellent team," Meyer added, "a team that had as good a defense as there is in college football. You come walking in this stadium and it was rocking."
Questions about playoff scenarios are far more preferable than questions about lack of motivation or locker room discourse. Given Elliott's critical comments after last week's loss, this team had a chance to be viewed as selfish or distracted by NFL futures. The talent had been too obvious while the results too lacking.
The first win over a ranked team this season - and that team in this way - won't erase the Michigan State loss. But it allows that loss to be blamed more on physical mistakes and play calling errors and less on a team that checked out.
The leaders knew that. They knew exactly what they were playing for.
"You would have known this game was huge for that," Perry said, "coming out here and playing the way that we did.
"As we got back to work this week, you could tell the guys genuinely enjoyed being around one another. And then guys are just competitors. We wanted to come out here on a big stage in the greatest rivalry game there is and show everybody what we have."
Last week Decker, who along with Perry has served as one of this team's clear spokesmen all season, admitted he didn't want to talk after the game because he was too upset.
Saturday, in his last regular-season game, after leading a rushing attack that gained 369 yards and averaged 6.8 yards per carry, he sat front and center, aware of what had been accomplished.
It was a win over a rival on a Saturday in November, and a reaffirmation of Ohio State football.
"After the loss last week, people were saying, 'Oh, there are locker room issues, there's this, there's that,''" Decker said. "And there isn't. We lost a football game. Not everybody handled it great, but it sucks to lose, so you don't have to be happy about it.
"I do think that it's huge to bounce back and show what our program is about. Not just for one game, but show everybody, show the country, show ourselves, that this is for real.
"And it couldn't have gone any better."