The defensive lineman, who's seen his mother and girlfriend wage successful fights against cancer, is trying to secure a spot on the 53-man roster.
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BEREA, Ohio - Life spent on the fringes of an NFL roster is an unnerving place this time of year.
Solid footing is impossible to obtain for low-round picks and undrafted free agents, the ground beneath them constantly shifting as coaches decide which low man in each positional group to keep or cut.
One poor preseason performance might mean the difference between the 53-man unit and practice squad. One injury can put a hopeful back in the pool with hundreds of others looking for a locker room to call home.
"Every time I step on this field it's a blessed day," Browns defensive lineman and Parma Valley Forge product Jamie Meder said Tuesday afternoon.
The 6-foot-3, 295 pounder with a beard on loan from Duck Dynasty is close to securing a roster spot for his hometown team. His head coach labels him one of squad's most improved players. His strong play in three preseason games has kept him in a deep defensive-line room while veterans Phil Taylor and Ishmaa'ily Kitchen have been dispatched.
But Meder understands there are no guarantees.
You want to talk about life on the bubble? Imagine being 11 years old and seeing your mother and grandfather waging fights against cancer. You want to know how quickly fortunes can change? Imagine your girlfriend going to the doctor to discover the source of her neck pain is nasal pharyngeal cancer, which spreads to her lymph nodes and brain.
"It's one of those things: Life is short, you've got to live it up every day," Meder said. "You have bad days but you've got to be happy every morning. ... Never take anything for granted."
His life experiences have made him infinitely qualified to handle the uncertainties of the NFL. Meder has a strong support group anchored by his mother, Karen, a breast cancer survivor, and his girlfriend of nine years, Lyndsey Koehler, who's been in remission for three years and teaches special education in a suburban school district.
The former Ashland University standout also has a rock of father, Don, a former local prep coach who exhibited the toughness of his gridiron hero Dick Butkus in caring for his wife and late father.
As a fifth grader, Meder learned what it truly means to live day to day. He saw his mother drop weight and lose her hair through chemo treatments. He also witnessed what it requires to be a man. His dad worked, coached and went home to help Karen and his father.
"Don put her on a pedestal," said Jamie Vanek, who played football under Don at Parma Senior and coached Meder at Valley Forge. "He made sure he was there for his family ... and served as a great mentor for Jamie."
Meder dealt with his own self-inflicted adversity. The 2009 high school graduate missed an opportunity to play major college football because he didn't qualify academically. He told NEOMG's Doug Lesmerises: "I was just being a dumb teenager and putting too much focus into sports when I should have been putting it on grades, as well."
A semester at Cuyahoga Community College allowed him to jump-start his academic career and last year he graduated from Ashland with a degree in criminal justice. Just as Meder began to excel on the football field again, cancer struck another loved one. Lyndsey had been complaining of neck pain and it was initially thought to be a pulled muscle. The eventual diagnosis delivered a blow harder than any he's received in pads and helmet.
Vanek marvels at the strength and sacrifice his former player demonstrated. Meder shuttled between Ashland and Cleveland, spending as much time as he could with Lyndsey while remaining dedicated to his team and school work.
The radiation made her feel as though she had "sunburn" down her throat. Vanek was by her side, celebrating all the little victories like when she was able to eat Chipotle again.
"The shock is always there, but I was a lot stronger this time around," Meder said. "When my mom was sick and my grandpa was sick at the same time ... I don't want to say it was more of a struggle, but I wasn't as strong as a person as I am now."
Meder played mind games to cope. He took the pain and anguish and personified them in opponents across the line of scrimmage, earning All-American honors. Last year, he spent time on the Ravens' practice squad before being picked up by the Browns. Meder made one tackle his NFL debut, a regular-season finale at Baltimore.
Growing up as a Browns fan has made the past 10 months all the more surreal.
"It's amazing," he said. "Every day I wake up happy."
Former Valley Forge coach Jamie Vanek had a surprise encounter with his former player, Browns defensive lineman Jamie Meder, this spring.Jamie Vanek photo
In the spring, Vanek spoke at a leadership camp for high school students at the Browns' indoor training facility. As he addressed the group, one player draped in a hoodie worked on drills with no coaches in sight.
Vanek told the teens the solitary player was a good example of somebody dedicating himself to his craft when nobody else is watching. It startled him to learn the sweaty figure under the hood was Meder.
"It gives me chills thinking about it," Vanek said. "I was so proud of Jamie in that moment."
Meder has registered seven tackles and a sack in three preseason games. Pettine said the defensive lineman has impressed with his technique, adding: "Jamie Meder has stepped up and proven that he can play at a high level in this league."
The 24-year-old must continue to stack good days to lock down a spot on the opening-day roster Sept. 13 against the Jets. Even that might not be enough. NFL math can be cruel, and if a team experiences a sudden shortfall at another position, the Jamie Meders of the league are forever at risk.
"It is always in the back of my mind," he said. "I always try to put my best foot forward, work hard. If it happens, it happens."
Armed with perspective, Meder heads to Chicago for the Browns' final preseason game on Thursday.
It's a big night for him -- and his gritty family of fighters.