Johnny Manziel vows to "take this more seriously'' in the offseason, but says it would be a mistake for the Browns to give up on him.
BEREA, Ohio -- Johnny Manziel, who's done for the season with his hamstring injury, vowed Tuesday to take his job a lot more seriously in the future, but also says it would be a mistake for the Browns not to make him their quarterback of the future.
"I don't think it would be fair to give up on somebody after seven quarters of football,'' he said. "If that's what they intended on me coming in here doing, just giving them seven quarters, giving them a couple games and then looking somewhere else, I don't feel like that's a lot of commitment and sticking with somebody.''
Browns coach Mike Pettine said last week that the Browns would have doubts about Manziel even if he hit it out of the park the final two games, and a "ton of doubts'' if he didn't play well because of the small sample size.
Now, the Browns have only six quarters of bad starting football on which to evaluate Manziel and will continue to explore every possible option at quarterback in the offseason, including the top prospects in the draft such as Heisman Trophy winner Marcus Mariota. They have two first round picks again, and anything can happen at the position.
"This league is a process and it takes a lot of time,'' said Manziel. "Nobody comes in this league right away -- and I mean nobody comes in this league right away and just absolutely kills it.
"That's just not the way it works. You can show flashes, but you need reps, you need years of it, you need time and that's what happens with a young quarterback, so I'm not going into this offseason, into this draft having any concerns about that. It's just something that I'm definitely not thinking about.''
He doesn't believe that his two poor outings as a starter -- 13-of-26 for 112 yards with no touchdowns and two interceptions for a 29.6 rating and 0-2 record -- have caused the Browns to doubt him.
"No, because I know when I've been in this building that I've been doing the right things. I got one game against Cincinnati (a 30-0 loss) that obviously was a rough day for us and then I had a quarter and a half last week and then one and a half drives in Buffalo, so if that's what they think is enough to evaluate a quarterback, then that's really up to them,'' he said. "But I'm going into this offseason working extremely hard and wanting to be the guy next year and if that's not the case, then obviously we'll see down the road. But that's my mindset going into it and I'm 100% sticking with that.''
Manziel vowed that he's changed from the player he was on May 8th when the Browns drafted him. From that moment until the starting of training camp, he played the part of Johnny Football, Party Boy Extraordinaire. He jet-setted from coast to coast, almost always being photographed with a large bottle of alcohol in hand. The Browns reprimanded him for his frat-boy lifestyle, especially after a disturbing photograph surfaced of him rolling up a bill in the bathroom of a bar.
The Browns took swift action to let Manziel know that such antics wouldn't be tolerated. They lectured him again after he was involved in a fight with a fan at 2:36 a.m., just hours before the team was about to board a plane for Atlanta. In training camp, Manziel made it clear that he was going to "live my life to the fullest and I don't care what anybody has to say.''
But after being humbled on the football field over the last two weeks, he's drastically changed his tune.
"The main thing is I'm not the guy that I've always been,'' said Manziel. "I'm not the Johnny Manziel that came in here a year ago and was talking to you guys when I first got here. It's a lot different obviously for me. It's been a year of growing up for me. This is a job for me now and I have to take it a lot more seriously than maybe I did at the first, still going home and whatever I was doing in the offseason.''
But Manziel, who arrived at the FirstEnergy Stadium at 10:50 on the day of his first start -- 10 minutes before the deadline -- refused to acknowledged that his off-the-field actions hurt his performance.
"No, I don't (think so) but at the same time I'm extremely committed to this and I want what's best for this team and what's best for myself,'' he said. "Moving forward I need to put in the time and make sure I'm staying sharp because I want to give next year and the following years all that I have to try to be as successful as possible.''
Manziel acknowledged that he's brought his bad boy reputation on himself.
"I haven't painted the greatest picture of me of being in here and staying on top of my stuff,'' he said. "I'm sure with the stuff I've done off the field it's negatively affected that. But I know, and what matters to me most the guys in this locker room see I'm inn here working and these coaches know this is my life and this is my job and I'm 100 percent committed to that.''
He admitted that he tried to keep his wild Texas A&M lifestyle going in the pros. He even acknowledged midseason that he missed his carefree college days and wasn't ready to leave them behind.
"(I was) a kid who still had a college mindset a little bit,'' he said. "That has absolutely faded from my mind and now this year has really helped mold me into a pro and figure out how this league works and what it takes. There was a lot of learning this year and it's for the better for me as a person and as a player.''
Still, he wouldn't take back the inflatable swan or the money phone or the visit to Justin Bieber's or any of it just to have studied his playbook a little more.
"I don't think so,'' he said. "I don't feel like I would have done anything different. You can hear things time and time again, but until you really experience it and feel it, it doesn't really stick as much as it would when you're just being told it.''
He said he doesn't regret his signature money sign, which he did on draft day and after his first NFL touchdown. The Bengals taunted him with it after every sack or big hit in his disastrous debut.
"It's been a part of who I was in college and I see me growing up and maturing moving forward, and that's something that's just fun to do,'' he said. "When I'm out on the field, I'm not thinking about being an adult. I'm thinking about football's a kid's game that you've played since you were in the backyard when you were 8 years old. Still have fun. You can't suck all the fun out of this game.
"So I'm going to go out there next year and smile and be laughing and running around just like I've been every single time I've ever gone on the football field. ...When it comes to Sundays next year, go out and have fun, play football, give it your best chance."
Manziel admitted, however, that he really didn't grasp the level of commitment before he arrived on the doorstep. It's why Brian Hoyer was so confident he was going to win the starting job in camp: he knew exactly what it took and that it would be hard for Manziel to catch him.
"I just don't think you understand what this league entails,'' said Manziel. "The NFL is different. One little thing could really throw you off, so it was a little different than what I expected."
Pettine declined to comment on the uncertainy at quarterback for next season, what with doubts about Manziel and Hoyer set to become a free agent.
"I'm sure you can save that one until next Monday afternoon,'' he said with a smile.
Manziel, the No. 22 overall pick, promised to do whatever it takes to recover from the hamstring injury and be ready for the offseason program.
"I want to be the guy here and I think it's my job and I want to take it that way and take it seriously every single day and come in here throughout however long this timetable is for me to be healthy and make sure I'm sharp throughout the entirety of the offseason,'' he said.
Manziel explained that he didn't look good in his two starts because he was thinking too much and not just playing ball. He likely discovered, however, that you can't play fast and loose if you're not 100% up to speed.
"Looking back at it, there were times when I was probably out of my element a little bit trying to worry about the schemes more than just going out there like I thought I did against Buffalo,'' he said. "Just whatever happens, happens. Go out and let the football rip. Throw it extremely hard. Go out and be decisive and just play football and have fun. There were times when I clouded my mind a little too much, and I'm sure that hurt me. I'm positive that hurt me."
Manziel said he'll spend time at home in Texas with his family and out in California with his quarterbacks coach and trainer in the offseason, but that he'll be here more than he was last year.
"I want to be here and I want people to know that this a place that I want to be and that this city means a lot to me and this team means a lot to me,'' said Manziel. "Coming back backs up what I'm saying and that's what I'm going to do is be here."
He said Cleveland has grown on him more than he anticipated.
"I love this place and this place has really been good to me as far as fans, everything,'' he said. "Cleveland has been different than I expected and I really like it here. Throughout the playoff time with the Cavs and trying to spend as much time around Maverick (Carter) and LeBron and guys like that and being in the city is something I want to do. This is home for me -- and hopefully it will be home for me for awhile.''